In 1994 I started to write down my thoughts. My mind started to open to a different way of thinking and viewing life, and this gave me the need to record my thoughts. I have always looked at life a little differently. I always seem to view life from two states of reality; the everyday world accepted by most, and a world more mystical, or a deeper life beyond our five senses. I used to see the spirits of animals and children when I was a child myself, and was always aware of the presence of spirit visitors in my bedroom at night. Although my awareness of the night visitors is still with me now, my visual experiences of them as a child dwindled.This was due to my growing up in a world that has found it very hard to accept a reality beyond the one we view each day within our physical and material existence. Within the minds of many throughout the world there is a belief that there exists intelligent life that may visit us from the stars. But could it not be that the intelligence we seek, and know exists, is our own inner and higher intelligence? This being our higher soul consciousness that is waiting for us to realize this truth, and awaits our opening of the door from this side of our existence. By opening to our higher soul awareness, we may then communicate with other forms of life upon higher levels of awareness. The paradise that we seek surrounds us now, for we live within in. We need only to open our eyes and ears to it. May the grace of our hearts show us the way, so that our minds may comprehend it.